Sometimes I don't like the way I act.
Coming to the age of 23 this year, I often find myself in situations where my feelings go against my values. As in, I know I am not supposed to act in such a way in a situation but I can't help displaying immaturity (Eeek!). It's almost like another person inside of me whom I don't like.
The funny thing is, I am conscious about what's going on. About the way I act and know that it's not right to act that way while I am acting it. And sometimes, I don't know how to not feel that way.
I admit, sometimes I allow myself to dwell on it. It feels good for a while, and I will regret it like crazy later.
My question is, how do you put on a smiley face when you don't feel like it? How do you face up to people you don't like and act like you're still buddies with them? How to not feel the way you feel and feel the way you should feel?
Is it just me being an ENFP or it's something I am ought to change because I am an ENFP?
Oh God, teach me how to act more and more like Jesus everyday.
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